Bad Vibes...
I have a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. It's festered all weekend, squirming in my stomach, but I can't put my finger on why. I'm not one for supernatural phenomena for the most part (outside of Christianity, but that doesn't count), but I can't help but get the distinct feeling that someone I love somewhere, is in a great deal of pain.
It is completely irrational, but the sensation continues to gnaw at my consciousness. It is intent on propelling itself from the back of my mind where I have forcibly shoved it, to the forefront where it can displace everything else. At times like this, I wish I was much better at staying in touch with my peeps. Would I know for sure if something befell someone I care about? Or would I be forced to hear about it second, third and maybe even fourth-hand? Does any of this even matter? Or am I just driving myself crazy over what currently amounts to nothing more than a tingle down the back of my spine? I guess time will tell..still, bad vibes all round.
It is completely irrational, but the sensation continues to gnaw at my consciousness. It is intent on propelling itself from the back of my mind where I have forcibly shoved it, to the forefront where it can displace everything else. At times like this, I wish I was much better at staying in touch with my peeps. Would I know for sure if something befell someone I care about? Or would I be forced to hear about it second, third and maybe even fourth-hand? Does any of this even matter? Or am I just driving myself crazy over what currently amounts to nothing more than a tingle down the back of my spine? I guess time will tell..still, bad vibes all round.
4 Comments:
Hi Monef, say a prayer for your loved ones. It will help calm you and you would have put whatever it is in God's able hands.
I commiserate. Yes, do say a prayer and then call around, make sure everyone's okay.
You blog about bad vibes and then disappear? How far? Come out of your hiding to reassure us that all is well.
All is good, those prayers were not in vain because so far so good. Looks like I was just ahving early year jitters:)
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